Command & Conquer

OH BLOODY YES.
REVOLUTION TIME!!!

Recently i have been facing major self-esteem issues man. SHOCKED?! You bet i was.
I didn't really know that i am like so shy in front of girls. OH BLOODY HELL. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME THAT ALOYSIUS WAS SO SHY. Damn it. I don't even dare to look at those glamour girls anymore. Oh no, i don't want to turn gay! Or? am i gay already?

Noooooooo.......
Picture a this for maximum effect, Aloysius sinking in the the abyss in a rotating action, like those typical 90s japanese cartoon.


Alrite, girls issue maybe a big issue to me. But hey there are more important issues for me to handle right now.

LETS SEE.
I am a retainee. Oh there goes my Mr good guy sex appeal.
No worries, i am looking on the positive side, here comes my RISING bad guy sex appeal!!!

Oh before that, i am paying full attention to my face right now. Need to get rid of those acne scars. Call me vain if you want to. Who isn't guilty of that. You know who is my best friend right now? A year ago, it was my telescope, now its my facial foam. Got to give me some credit for trying right. You will see, by Nov, my face will be as smooth as the surfer's board.

Many people have been asking about my choice of retaining recently, and i must admit i haven been really honest with many people. Well, i did try to answer them back without using a patronising tone. To tell you the truth, i am really tired about people asking me why and why. I don't blame people for being curious but there has to be a limit right? Take a deep breath, close your eyes and imagine how is it like to have everyone you know to come forward and ask you. "How come you retain huh?" Come'on even if i tell them the truth who is going to buy my story? Oh i think its a pretty good idea to stay back one more year to brush up on my foundation... typical retainee response. Aloysius really mean that? Try harder guys.

Sometimes i really think that i set too high standards for myself, sometimes even unrealistic ones. But hey, if you never try you will never know.

COMMAND AND CONQUER!
Who is in for a game of risk?! Anyone?


Oh oh... before i end this blog post... there are plenty of things i am looking forward to...
1) My house
2) My driving license
3) My diploma in finance (oh yes, i am a Jc student hehe)
4) My Standard Charted Marathon
5) oh damn i dun remember already....


Alrite Aloysius Signing off...